>> Thursday, August 13, 2009
It Has been a long time not make a post in this blog. When I make this blog and write it I have a friend that always accompany me. We talked at night, smile and laugh, sometime he gave me inspiration to write, from our conversation, from our misunderstanding.. but now all are different.
He had back to his country, busy with other thing in his life, I couldn't talk a lot with him. A year have a close friendship and then disappear, make me don't want to touch this blog. Even now he only replied my mail in one words (I write a long mail hiks) but I want to remember all of sweet memories that we have
I know someday, sometime.. I will survive, with or without him. I just need time to cure my broken heart even its already 4 months and still hurt. And I understand... its not a fairy tale, it just one of my nice dream in my sleep on the night. N when I wake up all just disappear.
Any way, if u come pass by.. I just want to thank for all your kindness (but I think u wont remember this website again :))
So I come back.. I want to have my smile again, my power again