When There Was Me And You lyrics

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you


I just feel funny of my self like this song.. still feeling so blue. I hope I can stand up and smile freely again same with the time before I know you.

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Come back

It Has been a long time not make a post in this blog. When I make this blog and write it I have a friend that always accompany me. We talked at night, smile and laugh, sometime he gave me inspiration to write, from our conversation, from our misunderstanding.. but now all are different.

He had back to his country, busy with other thing in his life, I couldn't talk a lot with him. A year have a close friendship and then disappear, make me don't want to touch this blog. Even now he only replied my mail in one words (I write a long mail hiks) but I want to remember all of sweet memories that we have

I know someday, sometime.. I will survive, with or without him. I just need time to cure my broken heart even its already 4 months and still hurt. And I understand... its not a fairy tale, it just one of my nice dream in my sleep on the night. N when I wake up all just disappear.
Any way, if u come pass by.. I just want to thank for all your kindness (but I think u wont remember this website again :))
So I come back.. I want to have my smile again, my power again

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